If I'm Being Honest

Intro I was told this is where i would start loving myself Flirting's delicious proved to be benefitial to mental health All of my best bits pullet forward, collected, displayed But sadly i just think that i was disgusting today You blew me up like a big ballon, far too soon I'm left a stuttering teen How did i get here? it's all so quick and i feel sick Red pushing down on the green Could you love this? Will this one be right? Well if i'm being honest I'm hoping it might Could you love this? Did you plan to fall? Well if i'm being honest Oh i bet it's not that at all Hope has a cost, keeping all fingers crossed and held tight But i look idiotic with my limbs all knotted it don't feel right Truly you shake me and i think you like how i plead But i have a hunch that that's all you wanted for me You blew me up like a big ballon, far too soon Holding my breath makes me choke How did i get here? it's all so quick and i feel sick I'm used to being a joke Could you love this? Will this one be right? Well if i'm being honest I'm hoping it might Could you love this? Did you plan to fall? Well if i'm being honest Oh i bet it's not that at all Could you love this? Will this one be right? Well if i'm being honest I'm hoping it might Could you love this? Did you plan to fall? Well if i'm being honest If i'm being honest Well if i'm being honest Oh i bet It's not that bd At all Final