Letter To God

Dear God, I'm writing this letter to you Cause I don't have a clue Can you help me? I'm sitting here simply trying to figure out What my life's all about Can you tell me? I never wanted to be The person you see Can you tell who me I am? I always wanted to die But you kept me alive Can you tell me who I am? I lie awake conducting this symphony That you have gifted to me But I can ever sleep Don't be mad but I get weak inside And I start to fall apart Cause I feel nothing I never wanted to be Some kind of comic relief Please show me who I am I've been tortured and scorned Since the day that I was born But I don't know who I am And I thank you, man, for everything Sorry I'm so frightened about all of this But I wish I could give you more And all the lights are shining down on me And I feel intimated by it all I never wanted to be the person you see But thank you Oh, God, please tell me now Are you disappointed? Are you proud? Haven't I done everything, everything? I'm so sorry I'm so weak And I'll turn into a freak But I don't know anything, anything But I've lost all self esteem From burying everything And I feel nothing, nothing Oh, God, please tell me now Oh, God, please tell me now Cause I feel nothing Oh dear God I'm writing this letter to you I am coming unglued Please, help me