Starting Over

In my life, I never though I'd get a second chance I thought I was done Then I met you No, I never dreamed I could learn how to love again I placed my bet And you came through I somehow still lost I somehow always do This time feels new Thank you for finding me And thank you for the care And fuck you for making me Think that this life might be fair You promised to love me A promise you've kept And I wont be sorry that You said to leap and I leapt I won't regret What I did then Though it hurts more than I Could imagine back when All the same even so I would love you all over again Am I always starting over In a brand new story Am I always back at one After all I've done 'Cause I've burned all of my bridges And learned every last lesson too So how can i start new? I'll love our children Both fiercely and well When they ask about you Oh lord all the stories I'll tell No, I cant just crumble And I never will I've already wasted Too much of my life holding still Say that its fate Say its foretold I'm through with fighting And i'm much too old What the gods have to give I'll take and I'll live anymore If we're always starting over Every brand new morning Then we're always starting out With the end in doubt 'Cause we'll cross every last river And climbed every last hill to climb We'll still start new each time All that has happened Is happening now All that might happen Is here some how All of the choices that made me me all of the accidents yet to be All that's ahead And all that's behind It's all in the moment I've made up my mind And know in my heart And start And start Cause we're always starting over Every life we're living Yes, we're always just awake Every step we take And my love, our life is over But love, I'll make you one last vow To start over And over And over Somehow My new life starts right now