Last Hope

I don't even know myself at all I thought I would be happy, but now The more I try to push it, I realize Gotta let go of control Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Just let it happen . It's just a spark But it's enough, to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Every night I try my best to dream Tomorrow makes it better And wake up to the cold reality And not a thing has changed But it will happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough, to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough, to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing But the salt in my wounds Isn't burning anymore than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain It's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood in these veins Isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have The only thing I know is keeping me alive ( Alive... Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough, to keep me going (so if I let go of control now, I can be sure) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough, to keep me going (so if I keep my eyes closed, we get by it) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Ahhh... Ahhh... (soft) Oooo.. Mmmm....