Sorry To Myself

VERSE1: For hearing all my doubts so selectively and For continuing my numbing love endlessly For helping you and myself: not even considering For beating myself up and over-functioning BRIDGE: To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueler than I've been to me VERSE2: For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable For my self-love being so embarassingly conditional for denying myself to somehow make us compatible for trying to fit a rectangle into a hole BRIDGE: To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueler than I've been to me I'm sorry to myself My apologies begin here before everybody else I'm sorry to myself For treating me worse than I would anybody else VERSE3: For blaming myself for your unhappiness for my impatience when I was perfect where I was Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready, For expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be BRIDGE: To whom do I owe the first apology? No one's been crueler than I've been to me And Chorus: I'm sorry to myself My apologies begin here before everybody else I'm sorry to myself For treating me worse than I would anybody else INTERLUDE: Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ? Forgetting you or forgetting myself... Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter I would've naturally loved the former VERSE4: For ignoring you: my highest voices For smiling when my strife was all too obvious For being so disassociated from my body, for not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing. BRIDGE: To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueler than I've been to me Chorus: I'm sorry to myself My apologies begin here before everybody else I'm sorry to myself For treating me worse than I would anybody else I'm sorry to myself My apologies begin here before everybody else I'm sorry to myself For treating me worse than I would anybody else