And I had one of those dreams 
You were a three headed woman 
You were sleeping with my best friend 
I woke up in a sweat 
See I've been ripping off my skin 
To see what's on the inside 
To see what's going on 
Oh but I hate you sometimes for making me feel 
The way I feel, for the love that keeps me sane 
Is killing me all the same 
It's killing me it's killing me, I'm done 
                            (mute) 
And it's just one of those days 
I can't stop thinking about you 
I'm as heavy as my hangover is heat 
And I woke up in a sweat 
I've been wanting to explain 
That I'm aware of consequence 
And I'm aware of pain now too 
Oh I hate you sometimes 
For making me feel the way I feel 
For the love that keeps me sane 
Is killing me all the same 
And I don't see the point now 
In dragging ourselves 
Through all that shame 
No I ain't no fucking traitor 
I'm hurting all the same 
I'm sorry for whatever I have done 
Now I walk, I walk alone  
And your face follows where I go 
And I won't walk that way you know 
A hurt that only makes you grow 
It tears a hole right through you 
And I'll forever know