You Get Bigger As You Go

so i find out what the luxury of hate is as exciting maybe as doing the dishes face toward window -- light received you walk away to see a film see some people see a man stab in throat twist in gut all too clear not too new -- all been done before planet breathes exhaustion staggers on enemy anger impotent gun grease too many thoughts too dogged tired one small step for freedom from foregone conclusion you get bigger as you go no one told me -- i just know bales of memory like boats in tow you get bigger as you go you get bigger as you go spent all day afraid to talk redneck children laugh out loud i being target live and walk you get bigger as you go telephone snarls "don't touch me" you move in waves like the midnight blues you vector of this weird dis-ease you get bigger as you go news reruns -- dawn comes rainbow pain takes shape of grimy window you get bigger as you go