Jelousy

I hate where I'm at Acting crazy like that I know that I've been wrong It's something I've been working on And I don't know what to do It's changing me, It's killing you I'd tear out my insides if I could But I don't know if it'd do me good Ooh, I'm sorry friends, I'm sorry lovers To put us all in this mess I know we still got each other When I'm in distress Everytime that I feel like I've figured it out I can't seem to figure it in It's got nothing to do with me It's not even you, you see It's part of my chemistry It's this jealousy In absolutely no position To be so needlessly unkind Cos I'mma run right in this fiction Make it real in my mind It drives me crazy in the morning Who is this monster in the mirror? Try to get the steam to fog it out But I just can't get it clear Oh, and I can't stand what I'm feeling It's just like poison in my veins I know that I'm speaking But I don't know what I'm saying Cos every time that I feel like the world just got lighter It seems like my muscles give out It's got nothing to do with me It's not even you, you see It's part of my chemistry It's this jealousy And I'm hearing your voice Babe you know it's your choice Maybe so And I know it's no use But it's the only excuse that I know, know, know Let me go Let me go Oh let me go oh oh oh let me go Now let's be real I feel just like a child Man, someone could be taking all my toys Call me dumb, call me wise See that's the thing with little boys Ohhhhhh, I know I can't get it out in the shower Or drink it up at the bar This sugar's gone sour And it's gone way too far Every time that I feel like I'm riding so high, feel on top of the world The b*tch just keeps telling me "no!" It's got nothing to do with me It's not even you, you see It's part of my chemistry This demon is killing me And oh Christ it's filling me It's this jealousy Oh I just can't believe In this jealousy, this jealousy for you Oh this jealousy, this jealousy for you