Tears

The room is all silent your eye lids are shut, You begin crying, saying ?why aint I good enough? Tears running down your cheeks, 2 trails of mascara dripping off your face to your feet, All of a sudden you fall to your knees, Your body starts shaking and it's making it... hard for you to breathe. Your minds playing tricks on yah, Wishing it's a bad dream cause usually never happens to yah. Then you're phone rings, you know it's him calling, you don't want to listen to his side of the story. You hear a lot of rumors, no way they aint true! Even though the person that told you the news only assume that whatever he did made sense that he cheated! From Every phone calls, texts, numbers you deleted? Came fat lies, you didn?t need to hear, but the source that you got it from is someone that is dearest to you! I don't want start again, but it feels like the end. Wasn?t I good enough? See then why didnt you give it up? Why did you make me choose? This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do, But I gotta let u go and leave my tears!