Boy Who Was Torn Apart

I open up the photograph book, see the pictures, they?ve all faded I see the smiles and the laughter, and the ones not so hated. * Empty bottles of booze, empty bottles of pills, well, I guess, that this is it. I'm standing tall on the high high building, looking down where I'm just about to hit. I think back, throughout my life, and, all the people that I've hated. Well I guess, I guess this life is, It's just to over-rated. So now I stand! I can't believe, I'm standing here up top, this old tall rooftop. I never thought that it would come to this, but I have to show the ones I once loved. That I?ll jump, that I?ll fall. That I?ll hit the ground so hard and And then they?ll see, they?ll see it all. The boy who was literally torn apart. Another puzzle, another dream smashed down, down the empty alley-way. In a way all the joy left in me, leave my body out here to decay. I think back, I think back when we said, everything, everything will be alright. Well I'm left here, left here better off dead. And I guess that my vision is out of time. So once again I'm that way. I can't believe I'm standing here up top this old tall rooftop. I never thought that it would come to this, but I have to show the ones I once loved. That I?ll jump, and that I?ll fall, that I?ll hit the ground so hard and then they?ll see, they?ll see it all. The boy who was literally torn apart. That boy who was literally torn apart. That boy who was literally torn apart. And then I?ll jump, and then I?ll fall, and then I?ll hit the ground so hard and, then they?ll see, they?ll see it all. When my heart was literally torn apart.