Song For Josh

So this song's for Josh x2 * Why didn't you call? My phone's always on * Why didn't you call? Before you got gone * And I can't say for certain what I would have said But now I am helplessly silent instead * There's a hole in my heart and in my head Why didn't you call? Why didn't you say something, on the last time we met? Why didn't you say something? There's always hope left * And I can't say for certain what I would have done But I can't do anything now that you're gone And it kills me to think that for a second you felt alone Now you can measure the mark of a man on the day that he died In the mixture of memory and wreckage that he leaves behind And I know you were carrying too much weight on the evening when you slipped away But I loved you like a brother, man, and I never really had a chance to say So at half past nine each evening, I'll think of my friend And at half past nine, I'll remember you were better than your end Cause I too have stood up on that ledge, but I know you'd have pulled me back down from the edge And I let you down in your darkness, I wasn't there So I'll remember you making a hole through the kids in the crowd And I remember you lifting me up, each time I fell down * And I'll glance at the barrier when I'm watching the band And I'll expect to see you there stood on the foot stand But I guess I will see someone else That's when I'll whisper to myself Brother I miss you like hell...