I'm going back home, Gonna work for my own, Gonna try and forget what you've done to this heart of mine, And just keep lying and say I'm fine. I keep kicking my wall, Drinking and smoking, To keep away the feeling, That I'm just gonna fall. Pushed a razor against me a few times, Spent most my days in bed, trying not to cry. All I've ever known is you, Guess I can't say I know what to do. Talked to your mom the other week, Told me you'd gone to some East-coast beach, Searching for one of those record deals With the devil right behind, biting your heels. I hope you get one, And I'll be here killing time with a bottle, Wiping away each and every little tear. (Instrumental) Got into it with this one girl, Been trying to give her my whole world, But I know she's not quite the pearl That I know you to be. She's more of a diamond, And she barely keeps me from dying. We have sex without much protection, Probably to keep us together, I reckon. All I've got is half of her, And whatever drug gets me higher; don't know where I wanna go, So I just wanted you to know, I'm not doing too poor-ly. Don't know if I'll make it past twenty, Since it's sometimes hard when you're not with me, But I don't blame you, Everything I do ends up being shitty. Just keep thinking of you, Choking on the memories Of hazel eyes and swimming pools, Trying to believe that I'm not the fool. Going back home to good old New Mexico, Gonna try to forget what I know, And just go and go and go To wherever and whatever's unknown.
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