If Only As A Ghost

Could you please come back to me if only as a ghost I might not be alone in grief but I need you most You'r not just my older brother, you'r my best friend I never got to tell you that So please come back again My sweet wife is sleeping now, so's my newborn son I wish that you could be with me as my life just begun You should see him lying there he looks just like me But I sure hope that it is you That he grows up to be The day you died, I thought that I was gonna die as well Everything was shaking and my life turned to hell I'm telling you i'm happy that a son is born to me But sometimes I cant bear the thought That you'r not here to see Mama, paps, the rest of the bunch and all our good friends to We're riding on a swimming horse and we still talk of you But in the night, when i'm alone I think about before When I was throwing magazines At you because you snored Solo I dream about our arguments, I dream about our love I can't stand people telling me you'r watching above It's giving me no comfort thinking God's now your host Cause I'm the one who needs you here If only as a ghost