I Fucked Up

I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, I'm not afraid to say I wish I could take you back but I can't I'm so ashamed, You're in so much pain I blamed you when things didn't go my way If I didn't, you'd be here / If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear If I took another path, things would be so different, but they're not I could have just kept my big mouth closed I could have just done what I was told Maybe I should have turned silver into gold But in front of you, I was cold I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, I'm not afraid to say I wish I could take you back but I can't I thought we had it all, you brought out the best in me And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream I thought we were indestructible, I never imagined we could fall Do you wanna know how to make out loud telling your plans We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool Fill it up with Warhols, it would be so cool Coulda gone buyin' estates in the countryside With a pack of great things, kissing eye to eye We coulda do the world in a private jet Run naked on the beach all soaking wet We coulda found a mountain seen a perfect sunrise Written our names across the sky We coulda got a building built on the echo run We coulda got ourselves arrested and sold our mum We coulda live like crazy til' the day we die Instead I made you cry I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, je suis desole I wish I could take you back but I can't I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, I'm not ashamed to say I wish I could have you back Maybe one day, or not