Where My Head Used To Be

I wake up and right away I know The minute I turn on my bedroom radio The music is a Lady Gaga song But there's a hissing in my ears Something's wrong I put on some pants turn on a little light I keep the curtains closed outside it's just too bright On my way to the bathroom I hit the wall When I look into the mirror I see nothing at all I'm going crazy the pressure gets to me Between my shoulders on top of my body There's a great big hole a mystery There's a hole where my head used to be In the dark I finally reach the sink I grab the faucet hold my breath and try to think The water doesn't end up on my skin Right there is when I grasp the giant mess I'm in It seems as if my body's closing down I lose my balance and my toothbrush hits the ground I don't even recognize my face When I was young my mind was clear How I miss those days On all fours I crawl back to bed Try to remember how many of those days I've had I just need sleep so I try to improvise But when your head is gone, it's hard to close your eyes