Drunk Again

INTRO X2 verse 1 If I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong I'd be a self-made millionaire and you'd still be gone So hand me down my best dress shoes and my best dress shirt Cause I'm going out in style to cover the hurt verse 2 All I wanna do all day is spend it in bed But that's bad for the body and even worse for my head So I'll try and find a place where no one will ask me a thing It will help me to forget and help me to sing Cause now i'm drunk again,a means to my end,and i'm scared of myself Cause now it's all the same,the places and names,and I'm scared of myself again verse 3 Have you ever wanted to wake up from your dreaming It scared you so bad you couldn't you control your heart or your breathing Well walk out the door with me on the floor you don't care how i'm feeling I guess if we get tired of fighting then it's no longer appealing Cause now i'm drunk again,a means to my end,and i'm scared of myself Cause now it's all the same,the places and names,and I'm scared of myself again Some people have a gift of reaching right into your soul And finding the hole and making it bigger There are sometimes I think I catch you cracking cynical smiles And in a short while you'll be my hearts grave digger Well there's not much I can do Cause I'm at the mercy of you (stop) So baby I guess we're through oh Cause now i'm drunk again,a means to my end,and i'm scared of myself Cause now it's all the same,the places and names,and I'm scared of myself Cause now it's all the same,the places and names,and I'm scared of myself So go walk out the door,you don't believe me no more,and i'm scared of myself again Again If I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong I'd be a self-made millionaire and I wouldn't be singing