Everything Is Embarrassing

(I know you're trying) Everything and nothing always haunts me I know you're trying, I know you're trying Waiting for your moment to fall on me I saw you trying, I saw you trying Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me Everything is true to me Never words where you would see Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother (I know you're trying, I know you're trying) Hurts so bad I don't know what you want from me You know I'm trying, You know I'm trying And now we're hanging on by a heartbeat You know I'm trying I was always trying Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me Everything is true to me Never words where you would see Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother I've been hating everything, everything that could have been Could have been my anything Now everything's embarrassing Acting like it's nothing, Such a bore I saw the truth and I just can't ignore You're trying to hold the heart that can't be stored Say, I tried to give my best before You wouldn't have the chance to give me more You're only one step closer to the door Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me Everything is true to me Never words where you would see Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother I've been hating everything, everything that could have been Could have been my anything Now everything's embarrassing Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me Everything is true to me Never words where you would see Maybe if you let me be your lover Maybe if you tried then I would not bother N.C I've been hating everything, everything that could have been Could have been my anything Now everything's embarrassing