Talking to a brick wall

I'm not quite how I should be been finding tricks too hard I'm thinking something must be broken Coz it's wasn't like this before Now everyone is ugly and everyone is stoned Small things about you excite me But then I'd hate to spoil the tone All my little somethings just ran out of luck Secret dates with strangers Dirty words and fighting talk I'm so scared it's killed me Time and time again I can't compromise So maybe we could talk as friends? If at first you dont succeed try again for me Today is going to be fine tomorrow will be fine too I asked for things to better me Even though they silenced my soul I can taste is just for a second and then it disappears The flowers look like glitter but then so do you my dear Chorus It's in the way that you look It's in the books that won't read It comes and goes like a friend It's with me right til the end It's in the memories I've lost It's concentrating too much It's breaking down of relations And it's the beat of the clock It's not being able to be explain Or get your feelings across It's in the pain that won't leave you It's coming straight back for us It's in a new lease of life And a search that ends well It's in finding that change It's being happy again