Intro: verse 1 holy fucking shit, I'm getting tired of being me waking up each day is such a fucking chore drink away the last night's fear and tell you what you want to hear then lay in bed and be depressed some more verse 2 and I keep drinking way too much and saying things I actually mean last night I told a room of strangers everything there is to know about the things that haunt me in my dreams Bridge 1 and I'm sorry but I don't think I'm ever gonna change verse 3 I started going out on walks, and then it started raining I guess even our climate agrees with me that I don't deserve happiness or coping mechanisms I deserve to lay out in the cold and freeze verse 4 and that's just fine I love the colder temperatures, I think they're so divine yeah, that's just fine I'd rather rest out there than be in here and be alive Bridge 2 'cause I keep getting way too stoned and worrying my friends with what I say last week I told my closest pals that I wanted to run away to Portland so that I'd be less afraid Verse 5 and I'm thinking it isn't such a bad idea for me yeah, I'm thinking that maybe it'd be good for me to leave