Fuck You Lucy

She say that she still wants a friendship She can't live her life without me as a friend I can't figure out why I give a damn what she wants I don't understand the now before the then Most of this garbage I write that these people seem to like Is about you and how I let you infect my life And if they got to know you, I doubt that they would see it They'd wonder what I showed you how you could leave it A friend in Chicago said that I should stay persistent If I stay around I'm bound to break resistance Fuck you Lucy for defining my existence Fuck you and your differences Ever since I was a young lad with a part-time dad It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had I studied my mother, I digested her pain And vowed no women on my path would have to walk the same Travel like sound across the fate ladder I travel with spoon to mix this cake batter And I travel with feel, so I can deal with touch It's like that, thank you very much, fuck you very much And everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Fuck the 'What happened?' I got stuck They can peel pieces of me off the grill of her truck Used to walk with luck, used to hold her hand Fell behind and played the role of a slower man I want to stand on top of this mountain and yell I want to wake up and break up this lake of hell I feel like a bitch for letting these sheets twist me up The last star-fighter's wounded, time to give it up On a pick it up mission, kept it bitter Gettin' in a million memories just to forget her The difficulty in keepin' emotions controlled Cookies for the road, took me by the soul Hunger for the drama, hunger for the nurture Gonna take it further, the hurt feels like murder Interpret the eyes, read the lines on her face The sunshine is fake, how much time did I waste? Fuck you Lucy for leaving me Fuck you Lucy for not needing me I wanna say fuck you because I still love you No, I'm not okay, and I don't know what to do And everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Do I sound mad? Well I guess I'm a little pissed Every action has a point, five points make a fist You close em', you swing em', it's hurts when it hits And the truth can be a bitch, but if the boot fits I got an idea, you should get a tattoo That says warning, that's all, just a warning So the potential victim can take a left And save breath, and avoid you, sober and upset in the morning I wanna scream, "Fuck you Lucy!" But the problem is I love you Lucy So instead Imma finish my drink and have another While you think about how you used to be my lover And everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love Everyone in his life would mistake it as love