Your Own Worst Nightmare

Well hey way to go Dean you guessed it Your worst nightmare is me Cause I know how you look into the mirror And hate everything you see Do you have any original thoughts Dean Or do you just want to be like your dad Cause you can wear his clothes and listen to his music But you'll never have his love like Sammy had So what you gonna do Dean? You gonna cry about it? I guess you'll go to hell for your mistakes And now you know how demons are made there And it won't take long for you to break And I know my brothers fighting somewhere out there And its so hard to admit that I'm scared Its been so easy to pretend I don't care But what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare Can't raise your fingers and snap me away Dean We're stuck in here you'll find You're too stupid to get a way out now Cause you're trapped in your own mind You'll always be daddy's blunt little instrument A shield and nothing more It's a good thing you sold your soul to save your little brother Cause without Sammy what the hell are you good for? So what you gonna do Dean? You gonna cry about it? You know every word I say is true You don't care if you live or you die now Your own father didn't care so why should you? And I know my brothers fighting somewhere out there And its so hard to admit that I'm scared Its been so easy to pretend I don't care But what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare My father was an obsessed bastard I didn't deserve what he put on me All that crap about protecting Sam When he's the one who couldn't save his family I don't deserve to die I don't deserve hell They say that I don't matter but I do because My dads the one who was never there for Sam And I, I always was And I know my brothers fighting somewhere out there And its so hard to admit that I'm scared Its been so easy to pretend I don't care But what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare