Smaller

verse 1 It’s a tired fascination With everything I’m not and Wasting nights wondering, trying to figure out Or maybe if I’m quiet, maybe if I’m light Or maybe I’ll be something, someone you’ll like Chorus If I’m smaller and if I’m different Just a little less would you love me If I wasn’t this with some bigger lips And some smaller hips Would you love me verse 2 It’s an overdone obsession with chasing what I’m not And something I’ve been hiding, space I’m talking up And slouching in my shoulders, and curving in my back Afraid that all the space I’m in is just to much to have Chorus If I’m smaller and if I’m different Just a little less would you love me If I wasn’t this with some bigger lips And some smaller hips Would you love me And I can’t change, what just stays the same So I keep trying, to love me how I’m made I know verse 3 I’m hating on my mother I’m disrespecting dad But, spending nights trying to change the way I am And tearing at my structure, pulling at my skin Just wishing I was smaller and different And I’m spitting on the people who love me just like this Who don’t wish I was smaller or less of anything And I’m yelling in my silence, so make the voices stop And let me sleep in quite Nothing can let I ought to be Chorus smaller and different Just a little less so you can love me With none of this and some bigger lips And some smaller hips So you can love me Outro And I can’t change, what just stays the same But I keep trying, to love me how I’m made How I’m made Yeah, I’m made How I’m made If I’m smaller and if I’m different Just a little less would you love me If I wasn’t this with some bigger lips And some smaller hips Would you love me