verse 1 I wake up with the same pain every night Digging a hatchet into my left side Clearing my chest of something to burn Ash for a decorative urn you keep in your mantelpiece; Like a trophy for everything That withers eventually Bridge Call me a coward, but I'm too scared to leave 'cause I want you to be the last thing I see, oh come on Call me a coward, but I'm too scared to leave Watched you pouring lighter fluid out onto the leaves And I would've loved you with the dying fire Let you smother me down to the embers Frostbite turning my limbs as black as cinder of funeral pyre And I would have stayed if you asked me to Stood outside till my lips turn blue I wouldn't have blamed you For leaving me there on the porch while you drank gasoline 'cause it's what you needed so bad Outro And it's true It's nothing that we could do
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