Verse 1 My heart is gonna eat itself I don't need anybody's help It's just me the vacant and nobody else At least that's what i tell my - self Cause i'm an amputee with a phantom touch Leaning on an invisible crutch Pinned to the mattress like an insect to styrofoam Calling out from my bedroom alone Interlude: Verse 2 And i know what's in my cannibal chest That's been dug out like a strip mine till there's nothing left Hold the chorus in between my ears until i go deaf That remind me exactly what i am every chance they get Am i a masochist screaming televangelist Clutching my crucifix of white noise and static All my prayers are just apologies Hold out a flare until you come for me Do i turn into light If i burn alive If i burn alive

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