Confused

I´ve been through so many changes and I don´t know which way to go Yet I´ve got it so together I can see with my eyes open or my my eyes closed Late at night I cry and wonder why my life´s goin´, goin´nowhere But during the day, everything is ok, I´m having it my way I say My teachers tell me that I´m lost soul, in a black hole But in my mind it tells me that I´m doing just fine Oh if everything is peachy, why can´t anybody reach me I´ve always said I don´t need anybody else {CORO} I´m so confused So confused And I´m destined to lose Unless I follow another way Spent all my time looking for something never knew what for Tried out all the options just to find more pain and hurt was in store Been through it all but the one thing I still run from is You I still remember about all the things my mama said that You could do She said that if I only let You in my life You could take away the sorrows and the emptyness inside But to be true, the life I´m living it´s hard to let it go Though I´ve spent my whole life learning there´s su much that I don´t know I hear You calling telling me to leave it all behind If I could only find the answers to the questions in my mind I wonder could it be my mind´s not meant to understand Maybe I should go with my heart and put my my life in Your hands Surrender to You