Temporary Fic

Your blue sweatshirts still laying on my floor Can't pick it up, don't wanna go there no more I kick it in the corner hoping it'll disappear Your memory is still all around here Tear down those sticky notes and throw them away Even the one that says "I'll love you always" 11: 11 will never come true, I try so hard but all I do is think of you... And I said Oh darling, why are you lying to me Think back to the way things used to be Don't know how you could do something like this Traded in forever for a temporary fix Yeah I guess you needed this more then you needed me Forgave you twice, oh so desperately It tore me up knowing that I led it slide, I kept it all bottled up inside You said you felt something when I held your hand Wasn't that a sign I don't understand You don't know how bad I wanted us to last It's sad how love can turn to hate so fast And I said Oh darling, why are you lying to me Think back to the way things used to be I can only forgive so many times And that thought will never leave my mind And I said, oh darling the nights I spent crying for you You shined so bright but I watched the dark come through Tell me how could you do something like this Traded in forever for a temporary fix You went west, and things went south, You gave me every reason to doubt And once it's shattered it can never be like knew, I'm sorry, I can't be with you... None Oh and I said… Oh Ryan, why are you lying to me Think back to the way things used to be I can only forgive so many times And that thought will never leave my mind Oh Ryan, the nights I spent crying for you You shined so bright but I watched the dark come through Tell me how could you do something like this, You traded in forever for a temporary fix